twinkle twinkle little stars

fianally

2010-09-23T21:01:00.002+08:00

finally! i am here to blog again...after 5 months ?
time really flies....
i had grew in maturity i think?
hahahaha
ya...
that's what i think...

i learnt smthing everyday :)

hihi

2010-05-07T15:17:00.000+08:00

blogging in the sch library...slacking...HAHAHA ^^

YO !

2010-03-27T23:45:00.004+08:00

I didnt write blog for sooo long!!

Alot of things happened

ALOT !

hahaaa

SCHOOL IS STILL VERY VERY STRESS!

COMMING CT AND OPEN HOUSE!

WAAA~~ TIRED ><

GOT

IHSS AND LIT TUITION TMR !

MUST JYJY

BYE ! ^^

re-new !!!

2010-02-14T10:03:00.001+08:00

renew !!! hohohohoho XD

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

TOTAL DENFENSE DAY ! :D

LOVE LOVE ! <3

dance = life

2010-01-16T17:53:00.001+08:00

I want to dance
I love to dance....

Can i still dance even if i bacome an old gran ?
....

my dream.

2010!!!

2010-01-07T20:32:00.002+08:00

hello ! This will be my first post of 2010!
Ps for not updating for so long!

So, i am in 05 now 0.0 ...Same class as anisha , punk and gelin
Haiz, we need to do our BLU reflection tmr ...sianz....
I hope we can start dancing and learn new chapters next week.
Besides, I wish i won't get lost in Z CAMPUS! it's damn biggggg and grey !
hehe , i still prefer G campus.
but i like the library in Z campus ^^ its so big , so i could go there and revise work often ^^
haaahaa

Lots of things happened these few days,
Perhaps that person don't know what i had found out
The dark side of that person,
i get really disappointed .......
You felt happy when you saw me cry , weren't you ?
bitch .
I can't believe you did that ...
are you really that kind of person ??
YOU ARE THE ONE WHOM I TRUSTED SO MUCH YOU KNOW.....
AND I DON'T KNOW WHY U DID THAT
BUT IT'S DEFINATELY a negative and selfish reason.
i may not trust you again , my dear. ^^

COPPELIA + Rehearsals

2009-12-17T12:09:00.002+08:00

The year end production - Coppelia was quite successful.
Lots of hard works were putting in ^^ great job guys !!
And this is the first time I offically performanced on pointe shoes ! :D
and thanks for coming mum ! and cousin ! :D

i GOT lots of blisters on my feet .....cant even walk properly now.
sigh....Itsss so painful, but need to bear with it >3<
That is what dancers' life is about . X_x
jyjy , lots of steps of remember for the piece. T.T

Going back to Taiwan tmr!

don't give up

2009-12-03T10:55:00.002+08:00

Don't give up

...this 3 words really sound so familiar ,
and it became almost meaningless to me for the last time.

However,
I want to believe in everything again ,
No matter what....

you....are supporting me indirectly right ? ....... : )
thank yoooou......

堅強的背後

2009-11-30T00:09:00.003+08:00

以前的傷疤

讓我不在相信愛

以前的傷疤

讓我變得過度的堅強
就算我哭我痛

我也是故作堅強

以前的我

很天真

我可不可以回到從前

我寧願幼稚一點脆落一點

因為

我不喜歡現在的自己....

sob

2009-11-29T21:27:00.003+08:00

Sobs...I had became suchhh a stuborn girl . OMG T.T
I hate myself ! Argh !
I over protected myself ........from being hurt again ....

I slapppped myself fromm saying those vulgarities le. T.T
Although only said once...
But feel very bad...
Haiz ,
I had grown up from experiences....but in a bad way , i think .

I will try to be more positive ! Must !

fuck off

2009-11-28T21:49:00.001+08:00

I don't know I cried for what
I wasted my tears , WTF

name

2009-11-27T19:59:00.001+08:00

omg , i love my new christine name - Claire

Claire
- have the meaning of bright , clear ^^

I Love This Name

Perak Trip

2009-11-21T23:43:00.004+08:00

Hello ! :D

I just came back from Perak,Malaysia for the Leadership training for Orientation Leaders 2010.

Moutains, Craves, Insects , Grass , Rivers, Leechees , Mud.

High Rope Course , Caving at the Malaysia 's largest cave, Water Safety course,10 hrs bus , Orientation planning .

It's realllllly a great eperience.

I had sort of overcame my fears towards mud and height ? LOL

And one thing i relised : Time can change everything . Even within 5 days ....

Here we goes! Pictures !

tired

2009-11-12T11:59:00.000+08:00

tired of everything !

last day of school

2009-10-31T07:06:00.003+08:00

This is the last day of school / in Goodman campus T.T

I still can remember the lst day of school last year, I confessed to someone I liked for almost half a year.":D

Really can't imagine , how much i have grown up .

I had bacame so much mature .....

I was too dumb to trust in love and forever stuffs last time ...

It's kind of stupid ...^^ LOL!

But thanks to piggy and kangaroo :D

I shall move on to Z campus ! :D

初戀,再見了.....

lost in your eyes !

2009-10-24T13:01:00.003+08:00

Do you have a map? I'm getting lost in your eyes. - Nicole

FAMILY...only

2009-10-21T20:43:00.000+08:00

別打開禮物的緞帶最初充滿期待最後都腐敗別打開午夜的電臺別讓情歌反覆再愚弄而愛並沒有教給我生存只教我交易虛榮給天真可是愛讓我們變成陌生人卻變不了更高尚的靈魂不要吻我只要抱著我不要愛我做我的親人把手借我一天一分鐘做我最親密的親人不是誰的情人誰的某某某就算我全身濕透透我也不再被誰牽著鼻子走如果我還握住拳頭可能我怕我的夢飛走而愛並不如你想的萬能不能讓我們不再戰爭可是愛連慈悲也沒多慈悲誰愛越深越容易被犧牲不要吻我只要抱著我不要愛我做我的親人把手借我一天一分鐘讓我還敢做我的夢做我夢中偉大的微笑的英雄

bored

2009-10-21T18:43:00.006+08:00

My cousin just went back to Taiwan yesterday.

I feel sooo bored! bored! bored! bored !

SJ's not around! Cousin's not around ! -.-

And !!! My mom is going overseas too!

SO ! no one will be at home! except KK!!

I''M SO LONELY !!! someone save me . ><

KK is studying :)

boyfriend

2009-10-17T11:25:00.003+08:00

Boyfriend :

Must spend time together
Must be cute :)
Must be good looking!!! :) [actually i dont really care much]
Must be Taiwanese!! / or blond hair !!! WOOTS!
Must be taller than me ^^
Must be nice to me
Must understand me
Must be kind to my family
Must be kind to my friends
Must be kind to my KK
Must be willing to chat to me when i can't sleep in the middle of night.
Must have his own hobby
Willing to give me surprise on my birthday
Know what I want to do in the future
Know what I am thinking
Know what i like to eat
Know what is my favourite colour
Know what do i think about him
Know that I love him
And He also must loves me by his heart.

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

SO!! I can't like you!

So!!! I will just treat you as my best friend!

SO!!!

.....be happy :)

strong

2009-10-14T23:38:00.002+08:00

I really want to say THANK YOU to you by making me so strong.

No waiting

No forever

Exams

2009-10-11T14:23:00.002+08:00

Only left SCIENCE , CHINESE AND DANCE HISTORY!
Then the exams will be over!
>< very afraid of dance history ! MEOW!

Really

2009-10-03T16:28:00.005+08:00

中秋節月最圓的那一天

象徵什麼?

就像郭采潔的"又圓了的月亮"代表新的開始?

可能吧~

該忘的忘了

該記住得記了

星星也不需要月亮的陪伴

因為她有了自己發光的能力 :)

falling

2009-09-30T22:24:00.001+08:00

I am falling for you,
just like an apple falling.

LOVE!

2009-09-29T22:25:00.003+08:00

I feel the LOVE that you are giving me right now ! :)

ncymok!

2009-09-25T22:01:00.001+08:00

Oh man,
Exams are coming~...
Stress Stress Stress! ><

了解...重來??

2009-09-22T22:14:00.003+08:00

　　　　　失去的還能從來嗎？
　　　　　要是時間還能倒轉。。。我還是會做一樣的選擇？
　　　我反覆的思考。。答案：對，一樣
　　
因為如果沒有你，我不會知道幸福的感覺和失戀滋味
因為有你，我才變得堅強。。是你造就了現在的蕭永琪
我要說的是。。。謝謝你
真心的牽手　真心的說你愛我　真心的綠茶　真心的冰淇淋　真心的吻　
永遠永遠都會留在我的腦海裡　每一分每一秒
但我也將不會掉念　因為你已成了我的回憶　

友情。。。得來不易
４個好友。。。自從那一天也不再見面
與你們默契百分百。。。。
好希望我們能再一起去ｓｅｎｔｏｓａ那‵
把以前的回憶再從新找回來。。。。

　　　　　　　

holidays

2009-09-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

Today, I went to watch G-force (3D) with Gelin and my cousin :)
After that, we went to different cloth shop to try on different skirts and clothes!
HAHA! we had lots of fun there ^^

Lalalala~
I'm in a happy mood now~lalala
I feel so happy that i do not like or love anyone,
feel so free. LALALA~

Hope my coysin's mood will be better ^^

Movie I had watched for 1-week holiday :
-Time's trvel 's wife (With parents and cousin)
-Up (with nisha and gelin)
-Aliens on the attic (with mom)
-G-force (gln and cousin)

My happiness...

2009-09-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

Wandered, loitered, left, mistaken, cried, hurt
Tired, drained, sleepy, annoyed, mess-up, cold, it's all real
The crazy, the wanting, the longing, the insecure, the anxious
The complicated, the dreamed, the possessed, the lost, how do I forget
The sofa you sat on expanded, the music you love stopped
I waited for you till I became an accessory

Mine, yours, his, the good, the bad, the sad
The grey, the blue, the yellow, the sour, the sweet, the bitter, I still remember
The thing I desperately want to forget, the thing I should never forget
I'm thinking about returning it to you, I can't have it, have to let go
How many days has the continental trail carried me
Suddenly, I discover I don't miss you right now

Dreams big dreams

2009-08-31T00:11:00.007+08:00

Dreams are always connect to one and each others.

My dream : Dance on a big stage with lots of eyes looking at me.

This Saturday, My ballet teacher asked my mom if I could go to Thailand in June next year for a ballet competition. And he'll train me for 3 days continuously.

Frankly speaking, I don't have an single experience for a solo competition .

I'm really afriad but I know I'll really really try my best towards this challenge

But going for a competition is what i always dream about.

And I know I can do it !

Even if I do not get any award , at least i have a new experience !

I know there's a need to put in lots of efforts in order to get a good result!

So,I'll really really try my best ! ~~~ !! ^^

:D Jy for your dream!

Dance for myself!

All about Aug '09

2009-08-29T09:54:00.009+08:00

Dance showcases-->

KK and th the birds ->
<-Aug is my bday month ! ♥

in the car

YAY ! I'm fifteen ! ♥♥
Due to the internet problems , I was unable to update on mu bday >.<>

HAHA, but I'm updated now :D

YUP! THINGS I HAD DONE IN AUG:

-All the exams

-My birthday with lots of surprise !

-Dance Showcases (bench ! SBS! )

-Live alone without my mom ><

lyrics made by gelin

for all along
perhaps we were blind
to hear all that she wants
when she kept
within herself
have we tried
to make her smile

for all along
she stayed in time
no speech
no word
no sound

but what will it be like
if for a day
without her
to be around

she gives a spiderman pose
she forces to kiss your cheeks
she looks so innocent but gives you a very stupid face
she thought that no one know
she thought that no one remember
she still owes anisha a very big big cake

15

2009-08-08T20:13:00.000+08:00

15 15 15 !!!
I AM 15 !!!
YAY!!!!!!!!
I''m so old!!!!
must jyjyjyjy and forget all the sad thing from 14 ^^

ps. its so weird!
i can't upload pic 0.0

hihi

2009-07-31T21:23:00.000+08:00

jsut finished dance....tired...
haiz
i dont know wad im thinking abt this few days
black and white ><

hey yo

2009-07-23T17:25:00.001+08:00

hi yoyoyoyo !!
0.o THE FOMAT OF THE BLOGGING THING HAD CHANGED 0.0
didn't know how to upload pic now >< ....diao!
hohoho
btw,we had our T-BALL tournament today,
and we had won for the both games!
we rock!!

crazy women

2009-07-21T22:04:00.000+08:00

There are two crazy women in my house now =.= omgosh man !

they siao okay. i relised i am a very normal person compared to them . =.=

挫折

2009-07-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

跳舞遇到了一些小挫折有一點小難過 ....

腳抬不起來達不到我自己的標準....

嗨又　＞＜　有一點想哭的感覺。。。昨天

　　　　　　　　　　　　可是一想到　我最喜歡跳舞的感覺又好像給了自己力量

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　總之　　加油啦！^^

☆My life ☆

2009-07-18T12:37:00.001+08:00

kk cutie ☆

Iwas studying in esplanade library ☆

Nish & I ☆ LOVE!

I was very busy nowadays,don't have time to update my blogggie >.<.

Gelin is staying in my house for 6 days becos of personal reasons.

Hahaha,we are crazy everynight with my cousin. HAHAHA,SPIDER MAN!!!!

And I am still working hard for my Unite Kingdom ☆ my dream land ☆.

I had heard from someone who said that I need to give up my art form to become a doctor for IB ,but i don't want.

I want to complete my both dream of becoming a dancer and cardiology doctor. :(

It's a bit confusing now . hmmm....headache :( someone give me suggestions on tagboard!!! :(

However,

Life's simply peaceful and happy. ☆

sick

2009-07-09T07:53:00.000+08:00

ahhh...sore throat....

* cought cought *

feeling unwell >_<>

meow ~　

study day ^^

2009-07-04T22:21:00.001+08:00

Cousin and I went to esplanade library to study from 2:30 to 5 today.
I had studied Science and Maths ,choing for study.hahas
And I managed to contact bro(Frank) ,long time didnt talk .hahas
Both of us are working hard for our own dreams.
There are 2,NO, 3 dreams i want to achieve.
1) to be a dancer
2)Cardiology doctor
3)xxxxxxx

I just relised i want to be a cardiology doctor.
Perhaps heart isn't just a pumping organ to me ,
but treat everyone by using your heart,a organ which is important and precious to everyone.
Without the heart, you can't feel pain.
can't feel happiness.
can't feel anything.

These are the reasons why I want to be a cardiology doctor,
I want everyone to feel everything by using our heart.
Treat our families,friends and lovers with a real heart, appreicate experience and to relised where our hearts want to go the most.

yup :D .
jyjy for life-ing ~!

hihi

2009-07-03T23:00:00.003+08:00

hihihihi!
YOYOYOYOYOYO !!!
today is 3 july 09!!! hello :D

nothing to say :D
life's good

♥♥ 9 people

2009-06-27T23:53:00.001+08:00

Yo Yo Yo !!!

Went to watch Dance Sabaru with my mom and cousin at Orchard yesterday !

and i ♥♥ it !!

It gaves me alot of inspirations which will really push my body to the limits ! ♥

I really really won't give up my dream cos I know want I want to achieve to do in my life.

I want to success ♥ and i know i can do IT! jiayoujiayou!

United Kingdom , Stage , Dance !!!!!!!

my dream ♥ photo credit : my cousin ♥

2009-06-26T15:27:00.000+08:00

Shopping list
1) File
2)My bum hairtie
3)Small note books
4)School bag

Helllo everyboddddy! How's life?

Yc is very bored now .....

She's dreaming ....

dreaming of her prince ............

andddddd listening to music and sinnnnnnnnnnnng loudly

LALALALALA LALALLALA

DULUDULU DULU .......AHHHHHHHH (HIGH KEY)

ＤＲＥＡＭ

2009-06-24T12:53:00.000+08:00

ＤＲＥＡＭ　
＊

ＤＡＮＣＥ　＊＊＊＊　
　ＲＥＬＩＳＥＤ　

河濱公園我們肩並肩
草地綠得太鮮豔說不出口那句再見想一遍初戀的感覺已走遠我們都看見結局在改變河濱公園我們將手牽太過幸福的夏天不適合說那句再見你的臉倒映在河岸的水面我才發現愛被擱淺不見躺著看藍天你在我右邊不再去爭辯誰對誰虧欠在鹅暖石步道的河岸你低著頭抽煙只是安靜地聽著我埋怨不再陪我笑臉我將我自己反鎖在房間徹夜未眠當手中的風箏已經斷了線越飄越遠我不再回頭去揀那段從前接受你的抱歉

23 June 09

2009-06-24T09:57:00.000+08:00

Brother just came back from Australia with two of his friends.

AFTER 1000 YEARS, finally there's more MAN in our house now, including KK.

otherwise,there's only mother,ashley,mad and I live in the house and kk is the only boy.

and 3 of the boys look the same . =.=

same hairstyle and everything.

Besides,I haven't finish up my holiday homework .goona library and finish it up.

idol ♥ Ethan~chu !

2009-06-21T20:02:00.000+08:00

Oh my goodness man, Ethan(阮經天) is really suppper handsome.

I went to his jian mei hui for 败犬女王.

i really like his smillllllle :D He's sooooo cute.

muahahhaha ,love him so much.

Next time find husband ,must find this cute cute one . ♥♥
HOHOHOHO >//<

love love love~~

others don't steal him ah ^^

hahas

Hello!

2009-06-21T00:41:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone!

here i come to blog again~! ★★

I have changed my blogskins ,haha,its's so pinky and i ♥ it ~~

I planned to see Ethan tmr! so excited! he's my idol~! ♥♥

yay! but I still haven't finish my holiday homework >u<

and school gonna re-open soon,

must work hard !! JYJY !

new room <3

2009-06-19T23:47:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone~♫

I have moved my house in taipei city.

super pinky ♥♥

love love !

btw,i had a weird dream this morning.

I dreamed that i am pregnant! hahaha

And the baby's father is someone who i don't even know.

It was really funny and weird!!★★

Hmmm, and i gonna take off the child in the dream...lol....

weird dream :/

and my cousin ....haiz

update

2009-06-17T21:53:00.001+08:00

UPDATE ! UPDATE! UPDATE!!
AHA!
:D

MY DEAR KK ....ER.. did that thing to a pillow.
omgosh,and my sis recorded it down =.=

reborn

2009-06-15T22:31:00.001+08:00

Be dead And to rise from the dead

-is the model answer

逝去的就不要再留戀惹放下才是標準答案

GOAL!~

2009-06-02T14:31:00.000+08:00

1 ) go for singing lesson
2) cheng ballet -every sat
3) chinese dance

pain

2009-06-01T11:33:00.000+08:00

滿滿的想法...
不知道從何說起.....
太傷人了
心又會痛 ......心又會哭

--------------------------
你會證明我值得被珍惜 ,對吧 ?
你滿滿的關懷,以變成我的依賴
這就是愛吧 ? 對不對?
可是那一個傷口好像還沒愈合
我好像不敢再相信人了
因為傷到了還是自己.......
好痛...真的好痛...

school ended

2009-05-30T08:22:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of term 2 ...

It's time to reflect myself again

super tired ~!

and still have alot of holidays homeworks -.-

Later going to changi airport and fly to my home sweet home ~

yay~~families are the best !!

gonna to practise dance there ,otherwise my tie will become super tight .haiz

jyjy

i think i will gain weight ! LOL

decision

2009-05-26T22:19:00.001+08:00

I have decided ,
to like you.
and i won't regret. ^^

You're the one who always make me smile when i feel down.
You make me know actually happiness can be so simple and sweet.

25 may 09

2009-05-25T18:27:00.001+08:00

A feeling of past me coming back.
I feel so relax and happy,the original me.
Just like the memories from december '08 to 24 may '09 were all gone.

I am still the happy happy smiley smiley yc ^^
the yc who is still liking piggy
the yc who is always cheerful
the yc who is always like to HOHOHOHO and very dumb dumb one.
the original me,i feel so great !!! ^^

and you are the still the one who i don't know.

24 may '09

2009-05-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

I went to shop with my cousin today. =.=
It's such a torture!!!
She stepped on my foot and my nail cracked and bled. =.=
and she hitted my shoulder and poked my eye accidentally T.T
COME TO A CONCLUSION :
dont ever shop with her !!!
listen to my advice =.=

she this crazy woman =.=

23 may '09

2009-05-23T18:12:00.000+08:00

Today early in the morning, Gelin smsed me to ask if i am going to ica to submit the documents for IC card.So, i took 133 from my house to there and meet gelin . After submitting all the documents and photo , i had to go home to take $$$ to watch movie with my 'gang''at 1 pm.

Haiz,but bear didnt come . T.T and Janis didnt watch the movie with us cos there's no more tickets. T.T ...night at the museum is damn funny. hahas .and was conincident that we meet mr and mrs. jae at the hello kitty shop . ^^ they're so sweet.
lots of memories at dhoby and the potong pasir. haiz,stupid.

I am reading a chinese book called "From the start till now" by Hiyawu .
I liked a extract from that book : ( i translated it )
Actually there isn't a girl.
But two girls.
One appeared before,
One appeared after.
Therefore,we called it before
and also called it after.
There's a he in between before and after,
and we called it forever.

Hurt...

2009-05-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

very very pain,i dont know why.
it just hurts....
I was just being a fool.....
all the time....
stupid...
its pretty unfair....
do u really understand what's love ?
i am wondering

why are you smiling everyday ?....
compared to me...
who's crying almost everyday.
it's so unfair.............my tears ...
you dont understand what is love...you totally dont understand.
even u are tired and want to give up
you shouldnt just throw that person who loves you so much away...
correct..... ?

Reflection

2009-05-21T20:13:00.000+08:00

Everyday I learnt different things and have different thoughts.
So,I must become more mature. dont wan to act like a child,must grow up.

List
-learn to control my emotions
-talk more to my mom
-don't be emo
-think about others more
-dont scold bad words
-pray more
-save money $$$
-try to spend time with KK and friends
-call my Daddy and brother more often
-dont cry so easily

New start

2009-05-20T23:54:00.000+08:00

This is a new start ,
new blog ,
new blogskin ,
new URL
and new mood .

I won't delete yc-de-heaven,
ços there is full of memories. ^^